Living in shades of grey...

Update - no job prospects, no location prospects, no direction.
Main reason - no idea what I want to do or where I want to live.
Upside - I have a new kitten. Mohawk or Mo. He's learning to be sweet and I'm not allergic to him.

The rest.. well maybe Colbie can explain that for me...

"Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go, life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder, it's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah.......

(Chorus)
Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of grey and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Here before my eyes, many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused, turned round
On and on, on and on
yeah yeah....."

(abridged)